Diagnosis code F32.2

PSYCHOPATHOLOGICAL REPORT Patient is awake, clear of consciousness, and fully oriented. Well-groomed appearance. Attention deficits. No mnestic deficits. Formal thinking narrowed to depressive content. Tearing off of thoughts. Utterances take on almost disjointed proportions. Brooding. Pushing thoughts. Fears of the future. No delusions. No hallucinations. No ego disorders. Perplexed in affect. Feeling of insensibility. Insufficiency experience. Ambivalence. Drive reduced. Psychomotor activity reduced. No self-injurious behavior. Expressions of weariness of life. Concrete suicidal ideation not ruled out. Not confidently dissociated from acute suicidality. No indication of extraneous danger

Dörthe Premer, born in 1990, is a passionate surfer. After her master's degree in health management and a few years as a project manager at BMW in Munich, she quit her supposedly secure job and everything she had. She surfed countless waves in different countries with her board, got stuck in Portugal, and met her husband there, with whom she had a little daughter. Her depression almost tore all the happiness apart. Her strength and endurance to get through the worst time of her life she took from experiences of adventurous travels, risky hobbies, her family, friends, and last but not least God. Today she lives easygoing with her small family in Portugal.